chAngE: it stArt's wIth mE!!!

When we were young, you may have asked your father or your grandfather,"What did you do when you were a little boy?."The you listened breathless to the story of how grandfather survived during the Japanese colonial.The far away and long ago "has a charm that never fails".
Our childhood is not so far away and so long ago, but it has fascination and a charm that you will take pleasure in recapturing while you can yet "behold the light, and whence it flows".You did things not for the results they might bring, but for the sheer fun of doing them.The pleasant crackle of leaves under your feet in the fall, they were pure delight.The smoothness of your mother's cheek, the roughness of your father's beared, the soft prickling of the grass under your bare feet- these were amazing and joyous sensations.Life was never boring, for your imagination invested all you looked upon with the magic of change.But you have a subjective or inner life that is influenced by this outer life, and that in turn influences your external world.In youth our environment helps to mold our character, but at the same time the inner self is feeling.Change takes place when people learns to be independent in a way that we can say, they get out from they're own cage.Life is just a matter of choice.People are afraid to change maybe because they're afraid that others may not understand them and will treat them again as they had treated them.We have a lot of chances and opportunities to change.We have just to begin with ourselves.Maybe by that you can influence others to change and make them realize that it is the really the right thing to do.
Some people are afraid to change because they don't want to forget their past but how can we move on when we don't leave those things.We need to change.It is for our own sake.

REFLECTION

Maybe this will be our last reflection, because 3 months from now we will be hoping to graduate.This third grading is such a very wonderful because we did a lot of activities which is we don't do it necessarily.We did a lot of post's and hand-outs.We enjoy it so much.
I'm just hoping that the remaining 3 months of my high school life will serve as my inspiration to enjoy it.I will miss all of my classmates which has been part of my life.

Happy New Year

Happy New Year! Welcome 2011.It's hard to imagine what happen during my last year and I can't even recall what happen that day.Well it's the same feeling that I felt everytime we welcome another year.
I'm so happy that I was able to greet the persons whom I really love.But the question is am I ready for this new year, new chapter of my life and lots of challenges.It's hard to think that we have only three months left before our journey here in ISNHS which has been our "boyfriend" for the past 4 years.Time flies so quickly.My last year was quite good because I've done so much "for the first time" and the only reason which was left in my brain was "it's my last year".I enjoy doing that stuff but on the other side i feel guilt in a way that I don't even dare what my parents tell me.

THE ESSENCE OF CHRISTMAS

As expected, after our Christmas program starts the freedom to enjoy and have a little bond with the one we loved.This is the time where we have the chance to have trips, vacations but unluckily I don't have that chance.We need to start doing our project in AP which is an Indie Film.
Unlike before we used to go out and have our Christmas carol but time flies so quickly.I'm ashamed for that matter because I'm no longer a young girl who used to do it before.Another reason is that I have no time to do that stuff.What's in my mind is that I rather sleep than to force myself singing and experienced again Christmas carol.December 25 is our fiest s it's really fun.The day before we had our own Grand Ball held in our plaza.It's one way of showing that we are inviting everyone to join our fiest.Some of my classmates also came.We went to our plaza and school.We enjoy walking.At night was the Battle of the Bands and again I didn't watched because I am not fond watching it.The following days, we already started our project.It was so musc fun.We ate a lot of halo-halo and "isaw".
Even I had so mush fun but I still feel bad because instead of spending my Christmas vacation together with my family, it turned out not that way.